watching anime on my uncle’s rooftop she was a lesson that i had to learn every single night i couldn’t sleep thinking about the shit we’ve been through all the fucked up things that you had to live through, man it’s hard to listen but it’s harder to learn living day by day i thought you’d never leave earth but damn cancer gets the best of us don’t it how could you even think of losing sleep in that moment but we did and we loved it and we hugged and we sang
looking back it never really made sense how much you loved me when i was a mess guess it never mattered sing hallelujah when shit was good but fuck it all when you went under, damn i need a buzz but i got no money ah i need a hug but there’s no one around me huh heard a song that i think you would like when i hear it i die just a little inside cause it reminds me you will never lie beside me you will never die inside me