그게 원래 팬픽때문에 수위..물을 접촉은 빨리 했는데...얼마전에 어느 한 애니를 보게 되고..한 bl컾을 파기 시작했어요.. 그냥 연성들이 보고싶어서 구글에 그 컾링을 검색했는데 상단에 재밌어보이는게 있길래 들어갔어요...근데..그게 겁나 고수위하드 동인지더라구요..?ㅋㅋ.ㅋ..ㅋ... 꽤 긴 분량이었는데 내내 그것만 하더라구요...처음에 그거 보고 너무 멘붕이 와서 껏는데 막..계속 생각이 나서 몇번 보니 익숙해져서ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ...제가 나이가 많은편은 아니라 죄책감들고 자신에게 혐오감들고...막 이러다가 이런거만 볼거같고ㅠㅠ..네..부끄러워요..ㅠㅠ...