저는 교회를 다니지 않고 남자친구는 교회를 다녀요 근데 어제 교회에 갔다가 뭘 배워왔는지 갑자기 결혼전에는 관계를 하면 안되는거라면서 성경에 그렇게 나와있다고 성경을 보여주네요;;; 정욕을 못 참겠거든 결혼하라? 뭐 그런 내용이었던 것 같은데..... 일요일 새벽까지도 잘 하다가 갑자기 자기는 이제부터 혼전순결이라고 하는게 좀 당황스럽네요....;; 물론 저도 관계가 연애의 다가 아닌것도 알고 남자친구를 사랑하지만 저도 사람인지라ㅠㅠ 솔직히 참기가 쉽지 않을 것 같아요...... 헤어져야지 싶다가도 관계 못한다고 헤어지는건 너무 욕구만 따라가는.... 뭐랄까..... 비이성적인 행동?ㅠㅠㅠ 인것 같기도 하고.... 사랑하지만 그거 못 해서 헤어진다..... 하는건 말이 안되는 것 같아서요ㅠㅠ 어제 남자친구 집에서 하룻밤 같이 잤는데 정말 손조차 안 잡고 등을 돌리고 자더라구요;; 관계도 관계지만 저한테 등을 돌리다니......ㅠㅠ 어떻게해야하나요ㅠㅠㅠ 사랑하긴 사랑하는데...... 여자가 이런걸로 고민하니까 이상한가요??ㅠㅠ