25살 남자사람인데

연애해보려고 에이 시발 그냥 뭐 발버둥쳐도 안되곸ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ

그래이제씨발 내 인생에서 연애하나는 포기하잨ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ

라고생각하니깐 마음이 참 이제 편해진닼ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ


아휴 씨발 그래 사람은 뭐 태어나면서부터 뭐가 있는것 같음ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ

물론 나한테 문제가 많겠지만...이제 더이상 뭘 바꿔야 할지도 모르겠음ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ

난 왜 안될까.. 여자들은 왜 나를 벌레보듯이볼까.. 고민하면서 나를 바꾸려고 하는 것도 이제 지쳤음ㅋㅋㅋㅋ

전 남중남고나왔는데..

왜 그 있잖슴.,.남중남고에서 분위기잘띄우고 애들잘챙기고해서

친구들한테만 인기 존나많은새끼들ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ

여자한테는 인기전혀없곸ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ

그게 나임ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ


가만보니깐 사람은 태어나면서부터 뭐 어느정도 정해진거 같기도 함

씨팔 내가 여자라도 나랑 안사귀겠다 씹파라닠ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ

난 전생에 뭐 대충 해충이였거나 아니면 나라를 팔아먹는 대죄를 지었나봄


아 아무튼 이제 앞으로 내인생에서 연애랑 여자를 포기하겠다고 생각하니깐

이제 나를 자책할일도 없을꺼고

뭐 설레이고 기대했다가 무너지는 느낌받을일도 없을꺼고

찌질이 개진상 떨일도 없을꺼고

이제 발버둥안쳐도 된다고 생각하니깐 죤내편함아주그냥

아이 편행~