말그대로 한여자를 심하게 짝사랑하고 있습니다 그애에맘을몰라 짝사랑이라합니다  근데 그앤노래방도우미일을하고있어요 도우미라고해서 이쁘고몸매좋고그렇치도않고 그냥제스탈였어요 그리곤 멏번더가게됬죠 이애의맘을모르겠어요 날그냥 손님으로만 생각하는지 아님 조금이라도 관심이있는지 섣불리 나너좋아한다라고말할수도없는것이고 저말고 자기좋다고 하는남자도 있을것이고 근데 그런데도 좋은걸 어떻합니까 일끝날때까지 기다렸다가 밥사주고 보내고 긔고 3일전에 또한먼가게됬지요 그날은 그애말고 다른여자로 넣어달라했습니다 이유는 일행형님들이좀 짓꾸져서아가씨들한테 술을엄청먹이거든요 그앤 술을 잘못해서 덜먹게하려고 다른야잘넣어달라고했고 놀았습니다 근데노는내내 걔생각나고 미치겠더군요  시간끝나서 가려하는데 그애가 빼꼼히 얼굴만비추고는 잼있었어???이러는거에요 알수없는짜증이밀려와서 나갔고 나가서 일행들은먼저보내고 또기다렸습니다 이번에 말하겠다고 ..그리곤 나오더군요 그래서 잠깐나좀보자고하고 말하려는순간 그애가 다짜고짜 뽀뽀를 하더군요 순간 어라이건뭐지...그러곤 나 갈께이러곤 갔습니다 그리고 다음날 머리가 혼란스러워서 이제그만해야겠다고 문자를보냈습니다 솔직히여기서 그만해야겠다고하면 알아듣지않나요? 내가지좋아하는거 알텐데 멀그만해??라문자오길래 전화를걸어 나너땜에 미치겠다고 이해못해?했더니 그 근데 오빠딴여자랑 놀았잔아 이러는겁니다 순간열받아서 그래걍끈자하고 끈었습니다 이건멉니까??그애심리를모르겠습니다 걍지단골만드려는건지 아님 관심이있는건지 아싸리 쌀쌀맞게대하던가 이것도아니고 저것도아니고 에휴 걍 제고민꺼리 풀어놀때가없어 이곳에다 올려봅니다 그애심리가뭘까요??