I am lonely.. Maybe I'm too sentimental. .. I'm always sad, solitary, lonely, and isolated. But this is the side of me which no one knows. What can I do to be happy. I thought in agony for many times. No, maybe i'm still thinking. I like to think by myself. No, maybe there isn't anyone who will listen to me. I don't have any true friend. Is it just me? Is everything my fault? I always need someone next to me. But until now, I have no one. On one hand, I believe that I didn't do anything wrong. Is this just an excuse? Everything that's been happening were all my fault.. Am I not trying to admit it? I'm a bad person. I'm a bitch! I wonder if there is anyone worse than myself. I am scared of myself. I am frightened by myself. Sometimes I try to commit suicide. But it's hard to put into action. Maybe I'm also a coward. Sometimes life seems so meaningless... Have I realized too much for such a young age? Or am I just mad? Maybe that's why.. Outside, I'm just an ordinary girl .. but there might be a devil inside me. No, maybe I'm just a girl out of her mind... Right now, the world is dull and scary. I want to go away. Even now, I'm by myself. I'm sad.. and too lonely. Right now, I'm writing a letter like this which will never be replied..