I've been The U.S for 100 days to improve my English skills such as writing, and speaking.

Til now, I'm not sure if I made a correct choice.

Specifically, I question myself if it is really helpful or not sometimes, because my major is engineering.

what I am feeling today is I am still suffered from lack of speaking.

It is a kind of poverty to me.

Other countries' guys, for example, saudi, france, german, brazil, or swiss, are tremendously awesome good at speaking.

Although they start on beginner level, they move up soon, but I feel like I can't figure out any-way as if I lost my throat.

Once I thought of it, if I had been from those countries, I wouldn't have been annoyed.

However, I'm proud of my nationality.

some say they wish they had been another country being, but I firmly believe they will regret if it becomes real.

I don't know what I'm writing. My clock is pointing 00:00.

I appreciate that you read all of it, and if you comment about it, it will be my great pleasure.

P.S

Actually, a reason why I don't use variety vocabularies is I am exhausted now, and another reason is it is little bit hard to write the stream of consciousness without a topic.

I recognize the writing seems translated one, but It is not. Thanks for your time again. Have a good day.

P.S

cuz i wanna make a writing on this board continuously, if you have a question about studying abroad, pleas ask me what your question is, im gonna write something about your Q.