나는 어려서부터 개고생했다고 생각됨 아버지께서 빚에쫒기는데도 일안하시고 어머님께서 개고생하며 번돈은 다빚갚는데 들어가고 진짜 하루한끼로 연명하며 살았는데 솔직히 아버지도 집안들어오시고 동생돌보고 나도 어리광좀 부리고싶었고 해보고싶은거 가지고 싶은것도 많았는데 다참고 우리엄마 힘들까봐 등골빠지게 일하는데 거기다 어리광부릴수도 없고 나도 가지고싶은것도 많고 하고싶은것도 많았는데 지금까지 잘 참았는데나의 알바비로는 턱도없음 장거리가 보통장거리가아님 만나고싶다 잘해줄수도없지만 군대도곧가지만 아 정말나는 왜이리 헛점 투성이일까 고백했는데 장난치지마라고 하고ㅋㅋ 아진짜 여자많이 만났는데 그동안 이렇게 바보가돼다니 정말 비참하구나 이리도 비참할줄이야ㅋㅋ 그어린시절에도 행복했다생각했는데 와ㅋㅋ진짜여자가 대단한거구나ㅋㅋ이리도 폐인을 만들다니ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ진짜 어머님 말씀대로 인생을 헛살았구나 내가ㅋㅋ